"Some songs just aren't fitted to be sung in certain places," Missy explained to me as we were starting to be on our way home from our friend's house. We were riding on the back of a pickup and were enjoying the cool very early morning breeze; it was about three in the morning. "It must be the walls. Some songs are just too loud to be sung indoors," Kip chimed in on our conversation. The playlist for that night included Tejano, '90s pop, reggae, and '80s metal, among the many genreless others. Missy started to sing some lines of some song, "Hold on tight! You know she's a little bit dangerous . . . " We all laughed. She was referring to us needing to hold on to the sides of the pickup lest we become an on-the-spot circus act. "Yeah, you forgot to sing that," Din tried to make her voice heard over the sound of the cold winds. I nodded at them. The pickup was gaining speed. I reckon it must be because Mardi's dad can't wait to get back to his sleep; he was very kind to offer us kids a ride to the highway after our little party. It was Kip's birthday, and Mardi offered his place because they were located on a more
kiat-friendly place. But that was that--there were no more rides that time of night around their area, and the pickup kept us from having to use our last resort, which was to walk. Silence followed; we were all taking in the precious moment, not to mention it would take effort to speak and be heard with the sound of us cutting through the thick morning air and all. "Born to be waaaaa-aaaa-aaaaayld!" I had to cut in through the silence. We all laughed. Din, my current roommate, then went on to tell the guys a story of another one of our weekend getaways. It was on our trip to Tagbilaran, when we had to pass by Tubigon, and Din's boyfriend had to fetch us from there on a motorcycle. That always reminds me of Che Guevara's
The Motorcyle Diaries. "She just had to sing that song! Imagine the looks of the people we were passing by. They were quiet villages, so imagine it when she just all of a sudden greets them with that song!" I had to laugh.
Blame the silence, I thought. It really just catches up on you, and if you don't sound off, it'll seem to explode inside your eardrums instead, becoming more deafening.
It was our third and last day of insobriety. We slept, of course--our only rest. But I couldn't help but think about the coming tomorrow, when reality hits again. I was feeling lighter though, knowing how Din would be in a bigger trouble than I. She had hooked up with another guy, a friend, over the weekend, and I knew I would then have to hear of her many
aaaaaaaah!s and
noooooooooo!s the moment we get back to the city and sobered up. I had to hold back a laugh. Things ARE different when we're sober. "Well, for one, you know the feeling would return once you drink again," I tried to comfort her. Jiminy was slowly finding his way back to her head. "I can't believe I did--ahhhhhhhhh!" I was laughing; I had to hold back the sound though. I was just too amused. "You're only feeling weird because it's the alcohol leaving your system. I assure you, once you drink again, you'd be horny again and you will forget this whole regret thing." I couldn't help it. I was already doubling over with laughter. I had to look away from her face because the more I see her misery, the more I can't help myself from laughing. "Lanox ba!" Believe me, a good dose of schadenfreude is healthy; I did feel good laughing at my friend's misery. Seriously though, I knew this would bother her for the coming days. The good friend that I was had warned her, but we must all know how it's like for her. The warm sea, the moon, and just about enough beer . . . it goes
zzzziiiiiinnnngggg! then silence, then
poof! it's the next day.
To be fair, it would seem as hard for the guy too. You would know the people who has it real hard easily by the way they focus too much on the mundane. The entire night of that last drinking day would find Kip teaching Missy's sister how to play poker. By the looks of him, you wouldn't think anything was up at all. I was seated beside Moi, a guy I just met; he already knew the rest of them, except Din. Mardi and Missy was on my other side, acting the way group couples usually do, with the teasing and little fights and all that almost nauseating cutesy stuff. Once in a while, I would see Din going in and out the door to smoke outside the house.
Tsktsk, drama queens are drama queens. I told her I saw it coming, and I would try and stop her when I see she no longer could hold herself. Well, it would seem even I didn't have what it takes to promote a little reservation. By the looks of it anyway, they have been holding it in for years already, and some things are just, well, inevitable. So, maybe, it was not just the beer that did it, not even with the aid of the nebulas in the cosmos and mother nature's seductions. They had it coming, and, boy, are they in
biiiiig trouble. I am laughing still. Apart from my irrevocable pact with alcohol, I also take pride in my being a sucker for good stories. And, boy, wouldn't this make one heck of a good story. Din the Hardcore Chic and Kip the Sensitive Pornstar. You didn't even have to know the full story to understand my amusement.