and so there, both love and guilt

reversed fear.

 

your redemption instead,

 

much on that first introductions.

 

only to be back, yes,

 

but nevertheless not yet.

 

even if only to prove,

 

good things, you can live in their absence as well.

 

yes, even if only for a while.

 

"By my leaning over the precipice
Of your presence and your absense in hopeless fusion
My finding the secret
Of loving you
Always for the first time" (Breton, Andre).